Windmills

Days are getting colder, 
Where you now she needs you to hold her.
Adore her
Tell her why you been so still,
She wants to know why when you away,
The windmills don’t spin. 
Like days are quite and drag through
Because  every second is agony when she’s away from you..
Enticed to call, luckily her heart is scorned. 
You have no choice but to let go even when every inch of me screams screw my ego,
Don’t let this pride stand in the way When you love her tell her
There’s freedom in the things we say.
Expressing one’s self  to the other half.
True reflection of pain, sorrow in your arms.
Embrace the hurt he caused
Because wounds heal when we love again. 
We learn to fly with wings unclipped we say things uncensored
we become unapologetically queen of hearts. 
Love is a game with no rules
Hidden riddles in messages
But no substance
Just consequences.
Facing challenges that challenge our excistance.
We more apart than together
but our hearts are one forever
Just blessed to have met you
So i dedicate this poem to nobody but you.
L.A

Today’s World

Where do I begin?
U were just a teenage girl trying to fit in
It all started with an exchange of bbm pin
Next day its was a kiss on the chin
Next week kisses on the skin
Next month u committed a sin
You were just trying to have fun,but u ended up with a bun
And gave birth to a son
Its sad that you thought he was the one
Now that he got what he wanted,he is done.

Remember how he looked you in the eye
Touched your thigh,and told you he loved you
Knowing very well that it was a lie
Or do you remember how you guys got so close
He bought you a special rose
All of that just so that he can remove your clothes
What happen to love?
Today’s society…

Flu

I have the flu
i am feeling blue
i’d like a hug
you could catch my bug
maybe i need sleep
goodnight my tweeps

Craving

I don’t know why but you still give me sleepless nights…
It’s like every time I try to move on my heart fights…
I thought my world is dark without you but Its time for me to turn on the lights…
I’m lighting up the path to what the future holds for us so I can get valuable insights…

On how to deal with all this newly acquired spite…
I can’t believe that you’re still the reason that I write…

Every line ,every stanza, every poem represents our relationship with fine precision…
If I could write about anything else then that wouldn’t be my hearts decision…
It’s funny how my mind greets my hearts love for you with derision….
You probably don’t get it within myself my mind and heart face a division…

My brain questions what my heart believes but they both know this is not lust…
As love so pure shared between two people can never turn into dust…

It won’t because dare I say it I LOVE YOU it’s that simplistic…
So my Aphrodite take my hand and let us be more optimistic…
There’s no need for me to continue being sadistic…
It’s time for you to let your heart talk so that you can stop being so pessimistic…

While our hearts throb for a life of a relationship…
Your mind confines us to a life of friendship…
You can’t want a friendship when all you offering is an acquaintanceship…
I’ve showed loyalty! ,I’ve proven myself! dammit
don’t I deserve your companionship…

salt

I’ve slept on salty ocean floors,Had serpents tread on my bare feet….plucked thorns from my spine,I’ll get over you too.

My envy for the unknown

I lie behind the tall mountain tops
And long to drift beyond the seas
I duck and dive from the roots of my birth tree
And place myself under the shadow of one that is unknown to me
I stretch my eyes to the sky above
With a desire to follow the birds beyond the seas
I diverge my thoughts from the sunset which seems black and white to me
And admire one which my mind sees as marigold
I drink from the well, only the ones like me drink from
Dissolving its tastes into my taste buds
Adopting customs, whose backgrounds are unknown
I block out all which I could see
And envy a world invisible to me
Blinded by the mountain tops before me

Music Within

I want to experience every decibel of your heartbeat
Let it hit me
Let it teach me how to love in silence, direct me
Instruct
Me on how to duck tape mine to the speakers of your heart
Move
Move me to the rhythm of your spirit
Soothe all that’s bruised with your hearts groove
To dance in the spirit realm
Listening to tales told by the moon
Sold by the hooves kicking the ground to the dust
Lost in melodies released
In shouts and screams
Beyond the gathering place of dreams
Where enchanted figures skate on the icing on the cake
Where the greatest teacher, never late, awaits
The director of music moving chords to the temple
I want to take notes and paste them on my lungs so I may breathe the music of your soul
And tunes
Follow the rhythm moved by your soles of shoes and feet, to beat and defeat hate
You have to understand this song I want to learn
From no one
But you see that it moves the world
This piece is called love

ApThePoet

I love Cape Town

I love Cape Town through and through;
Perfect place for me and you.
Smell her history in the air;
See her beauty everywhere.

Not too hard to get around;
Many treasures to be found.
Friendly people that you meet;
Always kind and quick to greet.

life of greatness

He saved a pupil soiled and earmarked with the blood of innocence
With his return cries of freedom were sung from shallow graves
As a formidable contender against prejudice he was undeterred by his limitations
The bearer of a nation founded on prejudice displayed a grandeurs nature
Tata Mandela, a fabric to which a whole land was cultivated and sown back together
A warrior who portrayed divine providence and liberated pupils after years of incarceration
As the rainbow that shown light into a dark nation he was flawless in his ways but unique in his take
Through his charismatic leadership he brought peace, liberated minds imprisoned for centuries and created a safe refuge for the displaced
Those who passed but never forgotten were praised with prose from a man who understood their sacrifice
Many words of endearment have been used to speak of his bravery but none of which fully encompassed his greatness
A leader who’s charismatic ways were admired by many worlds over
His courage and ability to forgive his perpetrators was like none other
He refused to let his past experiences cloud his vision for a united nation
On to the future he statuously marched with his magical aura and unique shirts
He embarked on a long walk to freedom filled with sacrifices and bittersweet moments
He coined historic phrases of wisdom that have inspired enemies to mend fences
He softened the hearts of those who only knew to hate thy neighbours
He influenced the desire to forgive in the hearts of victims who only knew decades of injustice
He exhumed elements of a saint but man he remained
With a defiant spirit he negotiated an end to a lifetime of structural indifference and hardship against people of colour
In his mind’s eye all man were born equal and none was inherently hateful
There was a magnificence about him that stood the test of time until his death bed
He remained constant throughout his life through a display of common humanity

“You reap what you sow”

Be inspired to do what is good,
Don’t stop learning;
You will reap what you sow
Good trees brings; good fruits
Bad tress brings; bad fruits,
Learn what you need,
And you will prosper.