I went through all the Alanis Morrisette
Nirvana
Violent Femmes
Rodriguez
Arctic Monkeys
I could find
trying to find something that captures like 400 film
the way my insides are twisting, my head is aching, my breathe is slowing
fuck, I even went through some Destiny’s Child, some Beck, even Eminem
but everyone is too self righteous, too angry, too sad, too pathetic, too strong, too extreme to capture on 400 film
they say in the darkest places you can find light
but where is the light in the half-dark lit by my bedside lamp?
