I smile broadly in disguise of this pain
I’m residing inside the sea
A sea
Made out of my own tears
Tears
Which I cry for you
It has been over a year
Yet I still find myself waking up in the middle of the night
Calling for you
Curled up in my pillow
Seeking for you
Hoping to find you
On the other side of the bed
Desire running through my vains
Quivering for your embrace
Thirsty for your lips
Longing to hear your soft voice
Saying “please hold me”
Everything seems familiar
But incomplete without you
I dream of you often day and night
I wish all of this was just a nightmare
Cause in the morning it would be over
And you would be here with me
I no longer know when I’m asleep or awake
Am I sleeping or awake now?
I don’t know
I apologize
I didn’t know you were unhappy
Momentary insanity
must have been the reason I caused you pain
I surrender
I was wrong
Save me from my misery
Save me from this insanity
Please come home.
