I’ll never know

I’ll never know what is it that is hurting you so that is the cause of you being so low and suicide has become a friend.

Life was meant to be more than just to die and that is why I write my words to you.

The pain caused your head to think like this and it caused a depression to come into existence. Why would you want the pain to stay? Just call out to God and allow Him His way.

Then you can just like me know what it means to be free from the pain that filled your life when you realize that He is not who you thought He was.

At first it is difficult for you don’t know what’s going on but if you hold on you in time will understand why He did what He did.

I Know That You Are Dying

I Know That You Are Dying That Your Life Has Come To Nothing For You Everyday Is Like That Of A Beggar Living With No Hope Of A Better Existence.

Like Weeds Your Circumstances Has Grown To Be Too Much. It Doesn’t Seem To Get Better, Your Dreams You Had Thrown Them Down The Gutter.

All You Wish For Is The Day That You Too Must Die And To You It Doesn’t Seem To Come It’s Because You Still Have So Much To Do.

I Know That What You Had To Go Through Is The Reason For The Pain You Feel Inside But Somewhere For You Too, There Is A Light Out Of This Endless Night.

Nothing Will Make Sense Until God Does And For You God Wants To Make Sense If You Just Want To Accept Him Into Your Life.

I Know What’s Out There

I Know What’s Out There It Is What I See Everywhere. I Don’t Want To Get Addicted But For Me It’s A Way Of Escape.

Drugs, Alcohol And Cigarettes Are The Means For Me To Focus On Something Else Than On The Pain I Feel Inside.

It Is The Situations That Has Sickened My Mind To Believe That It Will Help Me To Not Always Feel The Pain You Cause Me.

Like Criminals Who Escaped They Keep Me From Facing My Reality That It’s This That I Have To Live With.

I Live In Fear That It Is Your Words That Will Hurt Me More Than Your Actions And So I Chose Them To Help Me Cope.

Words Are The Weapons

Words Are The Weapons That Came And Stole From Me My Individuality To Become The Best That I Can Be.

It Was When I Tried To Become Me That Your Words Started To Attack Like A Hungry Dog.

The Anger Your Eyes Revealed … The Hatred Your Lips Spoke … I Used To Think That I Was Dreaming But When I Awoke …

It Was The Dogs Who Attacked More That Bit Me To The Core Of My Being Not Ever Wanting To Stop.

It Opened My Old Wound And So In Time I Stopped To Count How Many Times Your Words Truck Again And Again That’s Why I’m Hurting.

There are many things

There are many things on which I can write But I want to write on living How you can get meaning Back to your life.

It is something we all are missing Until we like the people of old Start to realize who God is And then find out who we all are.

It is easier than you think to do It takes total surrender from you To God’s control When He makes a life call.

It does change a person So that you can mature in season To grow as the person you were meant to be It only takes time to see.

It is not the easiest thing to do But it has it’s advantages: It gives you a reason for living When God answers all your why questions.

When Life Does Not Make Sense

When Life Does Not Make Sense And You Compare Your Life To That Of A Thriller You Are Waiting In Suspense For The Thriller To End.

Unfortunately, Life Is Not A Movie Circumstances Can Be Compared To A Killer Who Kill The Last Hope You Have You Are Always Thinking How It Is That You Will Survive.

Daily You Must Face Difficulties They Come Your Way And The Sharpness Of The Circumstance-Knife Is The Cause For The Endless Pain Inside.

It’s Then That The Suicide Thought Comes Your Way They Are Constant, Waiting For The Day That They Get You To Take Them To Mind And Cause Your Last Breath To Be Breathed.

Circumstances Can Change If You Allow God To Use It For His Plan For You But Until You Do You Will Continually Feel This Great Emptiness Inside.

Losing your direction

Losing your direction Not knowing where you are going You are among the dying people That I see around me.

It is in this condition That I want to give you Some advice to help you pull through And that is to give God a chance.

It is what I have experienced To know that He works wonders when faith Is put into what He promised And you experience this for yourself.

Then you will want to live And thoughts on death will disappear For you will be able to bear The burdens that you wanted to escape from.

Then you can learn what it means To be really living. How life can start to have meaning When it is God that becomes a friend.

It is only when we

It is only when we understand How God in His love works in a life That we in time can see How He blessed us with what we went through.

It is the love of a Father’s heart That is working in His child’s life To help the child realize Just what He wants to do.

When you understand this You will be able to trust and acknowledge That God is working In your life for a bigger purpose.

In this assurance you can rest For it is for the purpose for you to be blessed. Like children who gets punished For something they did wrong.

It is the Father’s punishment That taught the child a lesson To not do it again And from this they learn.

I can’t keep silent

I can’t keep silent About what God has done for me. It is how He worked in my life Why I know He is real.

His presence is what I feel When He gives me the freedom to choose: Making choices with a limited understanding Learning to live with what might be.

It is trusting in what He does so good: Turning the bad into blessings to increase my faith That I can believe He is like no other And that is what is keeping my life together.

It is when I have it difficult That I can take up His Word and built My life upon this truth that is available to all If we just take the Bible as God’s written word.

It is all this That is evidence Of the work He does in my life And why I can speak of God being real.

At first it doesn’t make sense

At first it doesn’t make sense Of how it can all change When we have to live with the consequences Of what went wrong.

It just feels that nothing is working And so we live hoping That somehow it will change for the better That we will be able to put the puzzle pieces together.

It is the change that we are afraid of For we don’t know how it will affect us In the long run When we change that what we are so used to.

It is if we do Make a change and realize That it was the best thing we could have done For we see what this change has done in our situation.

Then we won’t be afraid of The changes that we must make. It is them that will help us To become stronger in learning life’s curriculum.