Archives for 2015

I can tell by the way
You paint the sky
Your’e an artist of note
from whispy clouds
to fiery sunsets
creativity has no bounds

I can tell by the way
You compose music
Your’e an artist of note
from singing birds
to babbling brooks
creativity has no bounds

I can tell by the way
You landscaped the earth
Your’e an artist of note
from alpine forests
to flower meadows
creativity has no bounds

I can tell by the way
You have written books
Your’e an artist by note
from Genesis the first
Revelations the last
Your love for us has no bounds

Why don’t you like me
why don’t you see me
the girl infront of you
the girl who likes you

why don’t you leave me
why don’t you let me
forget about you
try to get over you

why do you stay with me
why do you love me
why is love complicated
being hurt by you
trying to get over you
to marrying you

Just heard the news today
your’e dying they say
not long to live
3 months docters give

before you die
I need to know why ?
Why did you betray us ?
Were you ashamed of us?

Why another family you had ?
Did we not make you glad ?
Why hurt my mother ?
You’re our hero -father !

I want to scream at you
cursing you hitting you
if i did this rant and rave
would it send you to a early grave

so I dont ask why?
Instead I watch you die
with you answers go
and i will never know

why you abused us
why other kids above us
why all the lies
it destroyed family ties

instead i ask why in my dreams
I still want answers it seems
but you dont answer me
death shielded you from me

Everywhere I look
I sea beauty
beauty in the colours
chosen for a colouring book
beauty in a cottage garden
with stocks and sweet allysum
just writing of it
brings a smile to my face
shape texture colour
of leaves capture my gaze
as I weed the the little garden
the warm sun bathes my skin
as I enjoy the warmth
yes I am happy
I see beauty in everything
even intricate patterns on a dress
this can only mean
my brain is healing
no more angry negative thoughts
that invade my mind
like a virus
I see life a new and I love it

When will I be strong enough to say the words that hide in my heart?
When will I be trusting enough to know that you’ll understand why,
When all the time I smile and I laugh I am crying deep underneath,
In the place where you crawl when your life feels too small and you’re bursting to breathe in the deep?

Why will I not rip my heart open wide and let words tumble out with no thought?
Why seal up my lips with the feel of the rage that I stupidly struggle to speak?
Why when I know that honesty only is all that you seek and would give,
Do I blanch when you ask why I’m wearing that mask when love’s light should be all that I keep?

We’ve been lighting our candles for aeons and aeons
And blowing the fumes to the faeries,
Thinking they’d take them and magically make them
Into a soul searing blessing.

And it seemed like a boon for ages on ages,
As we powered up our flying machines.
As we painted our night times with glorious white lights
And turned all our labour to leisure.

But the faeries were blowing the smoke back on our birthplaces,
Smothering our legacies in sand.
They were choking our homelands with grime from our fires
And fastening our souls to earth’s shackles.

But we were so busy with garnering our wealth,
And harvesting heat from below,
That we turned our eyes from our withering forests
And blocked out the burning wind rows.

And now as we crack open our rivers; break into our fields,
We see how little we’ve left.
We try to stop leaks in the stores that we’ve squandered,
With contracts we just never keep.

And the faeries laugh louder as the fumes grow bolder
And they snatch at the bounty they’re given.
While all the while our lost children’s future
Grows fainter with their fast fading breathing.

Malice you are,represented by deception,a snake in my heart,infecting my reflection.
Falling like a star,you feed me more direction,to the darkest part,of your hollow heart’s perfection.
“”You are no more than hollow thoughts that float about in thunder cloud””
“”You are the scar I wear and prance about and shout out load””
“”You are the decay that plagues my heart you colour dark””
“”You are the parasite inside my blood that makes me rot””
“”You are by far the most sinister I’ve ever begot””
So zealous you are,presenting misconception,a snake that you are,escapping from the eden.
The fallen that you are,in promise you entice me,to your devious despair,you’re bound in hiding
“”I cry the tears of years that you forced down on to me””
“”I have a heart filled with discart for you and all you are””
“”I face the pain with arms open in sweet emmbrace and hate””
“So jealous,overzealous in deception”
“Incorporate and guiding misdirection”
“In your sacrament you elope and bathe”
“Through rejectioon we disband and are prone to wave”
“In molecule we’re all just a Jack of spade”
You force upon what you call respect,but respect the ones you so forget,
Respect is earned by respect,the day we met I so regret!
Maybe you can see my pain,maybe you are the one not sane?
Please loosen around my aching neck your tightly forced upon corset,
The days are dark~filled with regret,I wallow deep inside your head,
I burn the bed where you laid your head and sell your soul to fit the dead.