I lay down on my bed
Never thought it would ever be this bad
Look up at the ceiling
Hear my momma sing
I stay up till the dawn
And cry till my voice is gone
Wonder if it would be like this
If my daddy was still here
I think of all the ways I could survive
So when the day finaly comes I could strive
Cause the nights are the longest
And the days are the darkest
And time awaits for no men
Watch my spirit as it burn
And my soul vanishes into flames
And I’m hopeless, seen no changes
I’m thankful for everything
But I’m scared to end up with nothing