A Reflection Piece

She looked like a hooker, you know
An impersonal being running the errands of atrocity
She looked like the type that drags and drops, all at once
She was dressed in black, her eyes drenched in a black eye-liner
Dark as her world seemed, I could see right through it
Her posture was one of certainty
She seemed to have had it all together

What intrigued me was her company
A decent guy, decent-looking in terms of character
You could just sense that there was some sort of vulnerability there
They were standing in a way that made me want to, or maybe I did
Conclude by saying that they must have been lovers
Contrary lovers, as Shakespeare would say,
They were star-crossed lovers

Please note that this not a judgement piece
I mean I am rather unqualified for that
I’m just simply sharing my observation, something that
Intrigued me to a point of an oblivious state
I could not put two and two together
But because I am one who does not take kindly to
Indescribable concepts,
I then made some sort of reasoning
That being of a slightly subjective nature
But then again, when are these things ever objective?
I looked at the pair quite closely, intensely, scrutinising their every move
For that would lead me to more informed thoughts
I could have been wrong but the manner in which they exchanged words
Was of familiarity
They must have been involved in some way, I thought
I mean, how often do you find a contrary pair in such harmony?
Not impossible, but how often?

Then she, the hooker look-alike, or the one
She stood behind him, placing her light hands
On his heavy shoulders
Most probably heavy because he wore the blue collar-coded robes
A uniform which represents hard labour
That is no judgement, let’s call it an assumption shall we
So she uttered some words, behind him
How I dread the things that are done behind the backs of the oblivious ones

He smiled.
He also had something to say, with his back on her
It made her smile too.
So they stood there.
I’m assuming that the plot unfolded, in some way
After my taxi drove off from the scene

My thoughts remain with them
I could swear there was a story there
Maybe someday, soon, I will uncover it.
Signed, on my way home.

Mama, I met the decorated Soldier

I met the decorated Soldier,
A commander of great standing
A man of virtue with discipline, a decorated Soldier with dignity
I believed in what I have convinced myself over the years
Much to my ignorance, my beliefs were washed away by my tears
He was not a commander with honour, but another decorated soldier.
Mama I met the decorated Soldier.

So much could be drawn from his breath, a stench of death.
Facts I ignored to believe in empty promises and baseless kisses.
Caught up in his artificial verbal swirls, for that moment the world was mine
Being naïve and just another silly girl in the world, I held tight to every word.
Deep inside those expensive suits, was an undignified character of no virtue
Mama, I met the man who became commander by chance.

An expensive ego but a cheap man underneath
Flaunting sessions did bring mixed emotions, but I chose to see acknowledgement in action
His fame and wealth positioned his pride, Something he never tried to hide.
Being a woman, I gave in to the charming ego, an intimate betrayal to my ego.
For a moment I forgot of my honey badger spirit, I became most girls.
Mama, I’m shamefully saying I fell for the undignified hero

Selling me a billion rand dream, I stepped on my pride like a rug
I gave in and melted like cheap butter on a cold mug.
When reality kicked in, everything was just cold
I realised the soldier was just another sailor passing by
He lied, left, disrespected and broke what was fragile
Mama I was hurt and betrayed by the man whose actual duty was to lead and protect

A man I looked up to him as being wise, He proved to be anything but wise
He was just another Hero who rose to fame by chance and a price tag
Through him I realised I may not have luxuries but I have the treasures of life
Mama I met the decorated soldier an empty man with so much priceless things to acquire
Honor, discipline and dignity are not for sale and far off his reach
Mama I met the decorated soldier, together with the strong woman I am.
Mama I met the man who inspirit was just another fallen Soldier

No -you’re greedy

A Little girl looked up
with big brown eyes
asking the usual question
“daddy buy me that”
(his usual reply)
“No you’re greedy –
you want everything your
eyes see”

walking into a shop
the little girl asked
with big brown eyes
“daddy buy me that”
then came the usual reply
“No you’re greedy –
you want everything
your eyes see ”

watching the telly
the little girl asked
with big brown eyes
“daddy buy me that”
then came the reply
to my surprise
“anything for you ”

the little girl replied
with big brown eyes
“no daddy you must say-
No you’re greedy
you want everything
your eyes see”

Today’s World

Where do I begin?
U were just a teenage girl trying to fit in
It all started with an exchange of bbm pin
Next day its was a kiss on the chin
Next week kisses on the skin
Next month u committed a sin
You were just trying to have fun,but u ended up with a bun
And gave birth to a son
Its sad that you thought he was the one
Now that he got what he wanted,he is done.

Remember how he looked you in the eye
Touched your thigh,and told you he loved you
Knowing very well that it was a lie
Or do you remember how you guys got so close
He bought you a special rose
All of that just so that he can remove your clothes
What happen to love?
Today’s society…

Artist of note

I can tell by the way
You paint the sky
Your’e an artist of note
from whispy clouds
to fiery sunsets
creativity has no bounds

I can tell by the way
You compose music
Your’e an artist of note
from singing birds
to babbling brooks
creativity has no bounds

I can tell by the way
You landscaped the earth
Your’e an artist of note
from alpine forests
to flower meadows
creativity has no bounds

I can tell by the way
You have written books
Your’e an artist by note
from Genesis the first
Revelations the last
Your love for us has no bounds

Why dont you …..

Why don’t you like me
why don’t you see me
the girl infront of you
the girl who likes you

why don’t you leave me
why don’t you let me
forget about you
try to get over you

why do you stay with me
why do you love me
why is love complicated
being hurt by you
trying to get over you
to marrying you

Waterblommertjie bredie

Your claim to fame
is an ingredient ,an
ingredient to a South African
icon-along the lines of babotie

Though your beauty
can rival that of an orchid
your pearly white petals
scream out “less is more”

Your scent so sweet and pure
could mimic a rose in full bloom
the cinderella of flowers becomes
the princess of spring

a diamond in the rough
you weather conditions tough
to bloom and glow in spring
bringing romance to the vlei

Why

Just heard the news today
your’e dying they say
not long to live
3 months docters give

before you die
I need to know why ?
Why did you betray us ?
Were you ashamed of us?

Why another family you had ?
Did we not make you glad ?
Why hurt my mother ?
You’re our hero -father !

I want to scream at you
cursing you hitting you
if i did this rant and rave
would it send you to a early grave

so I dont ask why?
Instead I watch you die
with you answers go
and i will never know

why you abused us
why other kids above us
why all the lies
it destroyed family ties

instead i ask why in my dreams
I still want answers it seems
but you dont answer me
death shielded you from me

Beauty

Everywhere I look
I sea beauty
beauty in the colours
chosen for a colouring book
beauty in a cottage garden
with stocks and sweet allysum
just writing of it
brings a smile to my face
shape texture colour
of leaves capture my gaze
as I weed the the little garden
the warm sun bathes my skin
as I enjoy the warmth
yes I am happy
I see beauty in everything
even intricate patterns on a dress
this can only mean
my brain is healing
no more angry negative thoughts
that invade my mind
like a virus
I see life a new and I love it

words

When will I be strong enough to say the words that hide in my heart?
When will I be trusting enough to know that you’ll understand why,
When all the time I smile and I laugh I am crying deep underneath,
In the place where you crawl when your life feels too small and you’re bursting to breathe in the deep?

Why will I not rip my heart open wide and let words tumble out with no thought?
Why seal up my lips with the feel of the rage that I stupidly struggle to speak?
Why when I know that honesty only is all that you seek and would give,
Do I blanch when you ask why I’m wearing that mask when love’s light should be all that I keep?