Judge Me

Did you ever stop to ask if I am doing fine,
Or what’s been on my mind?
But you would rather comment on the amount of make-up
I put on,
Yes you would rather judge me-

Maybe all I’m looking for, is a friend,
You could have been there just to help mend;
But you would rather comment on all the clothes that
I put on,
Yes you would rather judge me-

My sisters, did it not make sense when I often stayed off work,
And when I did return, all you did was smirk,
But you would rather comment on the amount of days
I was off,
Yes you would rather judge me-

Women! Look into my empty eyes.
Listen to my silent cries.
Feel my undetected pain.

Are you not suppose to be a mother, a sister, a friend?
Where’s the compassion that you show your own but not a stranger?
Aren’t we protectors, nurturers, defenders?

All the make-up, all the clothes and all the days off?
They are just to cover the hurt!
Sssshh! Its okay, don’t comment and don’t judge me.

Letter to my ex

Yes Jack I know
about Candice and lloyd
i suppose that now makes
me good enough
lloyd was very vocal about
how you were
trying your luck with candice
i asked you about her in december
you lied to me
i cannot believe i was so stupid
to believe saying you were
just friends
what really hurts the most
was that i really had strong feelings for you
to you i was someone to amuse
yourself with
when you were in the cape
i hope really hope that oneday you meet someone that you truly care about and that she hurts you
the way you hurt me
susan

Flu

I have the flu
i am feeling blue
i’d like a hug
you could catch my bug
maybe i need sleep
goodnight my tweeps

Prisoner

I long for the freedom of the landscape
Where I can allow myself to escape
When the walls are closing in on me
And Hell seems the right place to be.

I reach out to touch the untouchable
I dream of reaching the impossible
I count the sand grains through the hour-glass
Knowing my fate will soon come to pass.

Helpless, hands tied behind my back
No amount of fighting will allow the chains to slack
I beg for reprieve, for a just one chance of freedom
For on last attempt to seek God’s wisdom

I open the gates of the past to catch up
Allowing old pain, hurt and regrets to fill my cup
Holding on to memories of days gone by
While I beseech my soul in vain, to not cry

My mind is strong though my willpower weak
I lived a sunny dream with a future so bleak
I’m trapped in a cell with bars of a strange kind
I’m locked up for life, a prisoner of my own mind.

Broken hope

The world is broken
My heart is sore
My tears have fallen
My mind is numb my thoughts are raw

They called us a coming generation
In the olden days they believed
That we’ll be a united nation
Wherever they be they’re grieved

A child is pregnant and called a teen parent
A boy sleeps in booze as though he’s old
I lift my hands in full surrender right at this current
For what I see is a generation giving no hope.

This is our never to be fixed world
I’ll live to heal it with words…

RED

Red is for freedom
Red is for escape
Red is for courage
Red is for strenght
Red is for power
Red is for blood
Red is for life ,my life
and the only way to stop
this pain- is to cease to exhist ……

The road

This road i travelled
many times before
this time i saw it
as never before
yellow clover on the right
golden grass on the left
even the painted lines
seemed brighter than before
both sides of the road
small white flowers
dotted here and there
trees with no leaves
standing proud along the road
and green fields covering
mountain slopes
as they reach for the sky
this road fills me with joy

How do I love thee….

How do I love thee……

If love is sharing, if love is caring, if love is kind, if love don’t mind,
If love accepts, if love respects, if love protects, if love don’t expect,

That’s how I love thee!

Every moment I’m awake, all the special memories we make,
If I can count the ways, it will take me forever and a day.

That’s how I love thee!

Flirtatious yet Charming, Sensual yet Passionate,
Forever you are instilled in my heart,
Anxious I am when we are apart.

That’s how I love thee!

How do I Love thee you ask? Let me count the ways!

I did it

It took me not so many days when many thought it would take me many to realize my dreams.
My fellow angels smiled with joy when my fellow enemies cried in pain.
The world stood still in amazement when the blind became astonished, watching over a black child eating a white orange.
The deaf became timmed as if they just heard the voice of a king.
Waters broke and women got into labour.
Men, they became shocked and lost their manhood.
Preachers froze like they just saw the second coming of Jesus when ships sinked trying to hide themselves from me.
And that is when generations became my legacy, isidingo my need.
People like Mogabe tried to pull me down and that is when they fell down on the stairs and became internet memes, cause it was none of their business.
Evil and good walked hand in hand and shared the same thoughts.
A paralyzed man sitting by his wheelchair took out his hand to cheer me.
And that is when a woman with no legs ran into a lift and took bottom left.
They all studied me, but no one graduated cause I was not a degree but the promise of life.
Everyone tried to buy my side of the story but couldn’t afford one cause it didn’t come cheap.
Nothing made sense cause my goals were like a hat-trick, no one thought I could score them in a lifetime but I did through God in Christ

How will it be (xenophobia)

How will it be when the wheel turns and tables turn against us.
Our children seeking refuge in their countries cause their four fathers failed to eliminate slavery cause slavery was the only option they had before they had you.
Every day and night they cry themselves to sleep, music has the home for their pain, turning pain into power.
My poor little rich country used to be a home for all after all it has become a home, so deep in pockets yet spiritually dead cause no single soul stood up for them when ropes and tires were made necklaces to their necks.
Empty vessels are now making the loudest noise on the streets cause their cans are full of anger, school children looting the streets, claiming to protect their jobs whereas they are not even in the job market.
My words may sound crump to you, but my word is excel on the computer giving birth to power point putting me on point to share my ink with you, cause my closure needs no exposure.
Our bodies may be on time but our time has passed away with the soul cause they used to cry for the pain caused on us yet today the cry of the pain caused by us.
If really we are break-even then why can’t we break-free from this ruthless country and conquer hate for faith.
Cause africa is no longer a continent but a community of blacks.
Put your feet in their shoes, I bet you won’t survive the pressure cause you have a soft spot.
Just because you can handle the truth, it does not mean you can carry the pain.
How will it be when the wheel turns and table turn against us, when mercy is not around…