Why do I feel so confused?
This isn’t me
I am usually decisive, strong and completely in control
But I feel lost, sad and emotionally needy
Why?
I never let things get me down
I am never insecure
I always know where I am and who I am
Why not now?
Why does he have such a hold?
Why does falling for someone have to be this hard?
It feels like punishment and what did I do to deserve it.
Why did we even meet when it’s clear we’re not meant to be together
What is the purpose?
I know I should be looking for the lesson in it… Why can’t I see it?
I’m asking all the questions with no answer at the ready..
I think I now why… I’M just not ready
To hear the answers I know to be true
Because it means that I have will have to give up you.
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