I pulled the book
It was Bukowski
Leaf edges dog eared
Severely, thumb woven almost
And, with a mild shudder,
I dove
The crashing words below
Threw up foamy spray
Streaking my face, like tears.
The dark cliff edge, cliff notes
A keening, plaintive wail so
Close to my body
Beseeching almost.
While I pondered, it hit
Or I hit
I couldn’t tell
Body entangled, engulfed
Wave upon wave, of words
Pounding the mind
Into the deep current,
I struggled, gasping
Memory broke in, a
Harsh, grating shout
Chastising, warning me
I forgot, Dear God, I forgot
to anchor a safety line
Too late
I’m drowning
Read between the lines
My Parents
They gave me life.
They rouse me up from a silent sleep
just like Jesus who rouse up Lazarus from death.
They nurtured me like a plant,
granting me all the basics I need,
aspiring that one day
They would harvest tasty fruit from me.
Every time I stare at them
I tell myself I will be a tree
in a summer season,
full of green leaves and
full of tasty fruit.
By: Mihlali Makunga
Photoed not synthesised
He stood unsure in her garden
A piece of litter among beauty
The scent of flowers made him hate himself more, built up sorrow–mortified to the core…Such an innocent thing, fragile–when bones decay to rust. Their hearts like petals in the grip of a powerful gust. Apologies aren’t fertilisers my friends, they don’t bring forth beauty, regrettably only shame. Though unsure he knew what was to blame. To him she was pristine– to her he was a dream. Now a bitter stream more or less so was the inkling. Yes, apologies aren’t fertilisers they don’t bring forth beauty they’re only for regret…And beauty fell apart once his cancer began to spread…
The Prayers of a Thousand Africans
You can hear the pitta patter of your feet as you walk along the
Dusty road.
It seems as though the road itself is mad at you how it burns your feet.
Your bag is heavy shoulder; your burdens are heavy in your heart
How you’ve come to hate school because they laugh and ridicule
Since you don’t have shoes. So you weep.
You weep because; shadow patches on the ground feel like a glimpse of heaven,
Because the moment you step in them, the burn on your feet begins to cool, you weep.
Children your age want iPhones and Tablets, but every time you kneel…
You say Lord…. if I could just.get.shoes…
You see, these are the prayers of a thousand Africans.
You keep getting up every now and then to stir the pot that simmers on your stove.
Your kids ask when the food will be ready, and you say in an hour,
And then that hour becomes two, and that two becomes three
And then they finally fall asleep, and you weep
Because you couldn’t bring yourself to tell them,
There was nothing for them eat.
You weep because their father walked out, and the welfare stopped paying. You weep.
Women your age want handbags and heels,
But every time you kneel, you say Lord,
If I could just.get.Food…..
You see these, are the prayers of a thousand Africans.
You grab a bucket and hold it up as the rain comes in through the tin that’s called your roof.
Your shack quakes and quivers at the onslaught of the storm, and at any minute you fear that it’ll fall..
And when the storm comes to an end, you sit down and you weep.
You weep because you want a house but you’re unemployed, so you weep.
You weep because your wife wants leave you, and your children have lost respect for you, so you weep.
Men your age want flat screens and Play Stations,
But every time you kneel you say
Lord, if I could just.get.a.Job….
You see These…are the prayers a thousand Africans.
You left home seven years ago, and everyone celebrated.
The first child in the neighborhood to go to college,
They dubbed you “the special oneâ€,
The one who would break the shackles of poverty,
They were so proud.
But then you got to the city, and it’s lights and it’s people ,
They, they confused you,
And you traded in studying for partying, and they kicked you
Out of college and now you weep.
You weep because you’ve been gone seven years, they think you’re studying your doctorate
meanwhile you’re selling your body for a few pennies so you weep.
Girls your age want twitter followers and boyfriends,
But every time you kneel you say,
Lord, if could you could just.set.me.free…
You see these, are the prayers of a thousand Africans.
You used to be a worshiper…
But you wanted to be part of the popular kids, so you
Got girlfriends by the dozen, changing women like you change socks,
So you got high on leaves, way up above the clouds,
They used to call you the man, but now you weep.
You weep because you gave up the covenant of the grace,
For the pleasures of the flesh, you weep.
You weep because you’ve got H.I.V and now you face certain death, you weep.
Boys your age, they want Jordans and fly chicks..
But you every time you kneel,
You say Lord, if I could just.get.healed….
You see these, these are the prayers of a thousand Africans.
You see, the purpose of this poem is to get you out your comfort zone.
You’ve been stuck in it too long, making a mockery of the Grace,
You claim you understand the Cross, but every time you walk out of church you bring shame to the Gospel.
Understand this- everything you have, is because of the grace,
Don’t wait until you have to weep,
To respect the Covenant that Jesus made on the cross,
The day he died for you and me.
And now he sits at the right hand of the Father….
Listening. Every Morning. Every Day. Every Evening.
Every Night, Listening…
To the prayers of a thousand Africans.
Sdumisile Mbambo
@sdusne
Finally alone
There’s a little spot between your thighs that brings great pleasure to arise. From your thighs to your toes all the way up to your nose. Tingling sensations of flirtatious engagements, leaves one to ponder further arrangements. Little drops of lustful incantation, brings forth a fire of blissful elation. Intimation turns to action and action turns to a teasing smirk–if this moment should continue then oops there goes the skirt.
No Cheese
There’s a little mousey who runs passed your door…More cheese he needs more cheese he wants, running from corner to corner as the cat starts it’s hunt. Faint gnawing sounds emitted by little dwarf teeth, gouging away at your edibles like you wouldn’t believe. Mom has had enough mom wants it dead.”Send in the pink death”. That’s what she said. Big men with canisters filled to the top, stormed into the house as my heart-strings collapsed into a knot. “Mom you can’t! Mom!”. I pleaded. My heart fell to the floor as I felt defeated. The men sprayed the house from corner to corner, roof to floor. Is there really any place left where they can spray any more… I watched as they left like the plague they came–so much arsenal was brought for this little mousey they wanted to maim… No more gnawing was heard at night no more shadows of big ears to give me a fright… What mom didn’t know what the men could not see, was they all decided to take a friend from me. Yes it ate my chocolate but in truth I would’ve shared. Why mom did you go this far when I couldn’t have cared. So no little mousey running passed my door no more cheese–because it needs no more…
Shape snifters in the sky
Do you see what I see
High up in the clouds
Its a tree
No doubt
See the leaves
Swaying about
With glee
I turned around
And suddenly it was a bee
Or a was it a cow
I think it was a giant flea
Edelweiss in the high alps
Dear noble white, you’re small yet
warmly wooled
Flowing along the leaves,
Like a tuft among other flowers
Oh, wild high-mountained root
A figure of rugged beauty and purity
you are,
Your dense hair appears in golden
form
Certainly not toxic, but a remedy to
the weak.
In remote areas you tend to be
sporadic,
Like antidote to undefined chronics.
You, the ultimate allure of the Alps
Who endears the love-struck young
men,
Through crags and ledges
In the high Alpine of Eden Europe,
amazingly
You crush them wordlessly
I am aware, of multiple quests made
How many had fallen – succumbed
to exposure.
Nobody seems to hold your key,
The one to crack your weather
codes.
Furnished from heavenly forge, yet
rarely gazed.
So I ask “will you take me as I
stand?â€
“Here as I standâ€
Born to Write
I was born to write
Yes, it’s my birth right
As I grasp my pen and ink overflows, my paper is suffocating
As my hand struggles to live up to my expectation
What happened to education
Oh I am lost in confusion
I hope this is all just a misinterpretation
Whatever happened to inspiration? Motivation?
Lets blame it on the television
And these words come alive in a lyrical form
And thats how I know it’s not just a poem
But a beat of life
As these words flow in riddles
My mind untwists misunderstood concepts
These concepts create a rhythmic movement from my mind effortlessly
Ever so free
This is not to make sense
I’m an entertainer
Let each line be a lesson
Let me give you a reason
To listen.
Sun Fly
An insect flying at night time
searching for light
gets trapped in a light bulb cover.
Suddenly it’s searching for something else other
than what it initially sought.
It longs for the dark again,
but it fears that too.
And so it rests… doesn’t move.
Too cursed to think,
and the body immobilised by exhaustion and imprisonment:
it accepts –
as if to say: ‘OK, I lose’.
It even forgets it once could fly
and just waits to die.
Written by: Heath Muchena


