It hurts too much to say;
People can’t understand how I can feel this way;
I could do 1000 times better than her any day;
So why would I still be crying over a girl I could out do who did me dirty for no reason at all in the first place;
See love is something God made, it’s something I can’t explain;
The reason He made it a sin to fornicate;
It was not to condemn us but to protect us from hurt, I just wish I could help people see before they make that mistake;
That first time, that first person was made sacred for a reason, trust me that first time never fades;
Even if you weren’t their first time, even if you are long forgotten and you’ve been replaced;
They will forever occupy your heart’s biggest space;
God intended it to last forever, regardless if you disobeyed the rules of the game;
The consequences of your choices will remain;
It’s not about being cool or showing off to your friends;
One day you’re find yourself alone, friends nowhere to be found, as you find it impossible too forget;
As you watch your first time get with the next;
As if you never even met, keep in mind your first time may have been their…., well they lost count, while you sit and regret;
I ain’t trying to condemn;
I’m just trying to help you think before you make a decision that could be your soul’s very last breath;
You see, you might be living in body, but when your soul is stolen, it’s hard to smile again;
Your reason for living is now loving another and you can’t seem to understand why they walked away;
I am living proof of these mistakes;
So to those who haven’t done it either by luck or by the prayers of your elders heard by Heaven and answered with Grace;
Meditate on these words, let it sink in and grow roots;
Cause now that you have read this, you could never tell God one day “Lord, I never Knew…”
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