Archives for June 4, 2017

I Don’t Know Who You Are

I Don’t Know Who You Are, What Happened In Your Life. I Don’t Know Why You Couldn’t Find Yourself But What I Know Is That You Are Loved.

The One Who Made Me Is The Same One Who Made You And That Makes Both Of Us Special For We Are Made In God’s Image.

Words Are The Weapons That Was Used In Both Our Life’s And That Caused Us To Loose Objectivity To Never Realize Who God Made Us To Be.

When I Decided That I Had Enough I Could Give My Hurt Over To God And He Showed Me That Those Words Came From People That Was Hurting.

To You God Might Not Be Real But From My Own Experience I Can Guarantee That He Is As Real As The Wind That You Feel.

Having Only My Thoughts With Me

Having Only My Thoughts With Me I Am Struggling To Be Free For My Thoughts Keep Me Busy Focusing On How I Can Get The Pain To Stop.

That’s All My Life Has Started To Become For The Words Of Some Has Been Like A Sword That Has Cut My Heart In Two And It Hurts Me Deeply.

I’m Still Learning About Everything Around Me Searching … For The Answers To The Things I See.

Confused About All That Happens This Is The Things That Saddens For I Am Trying To Understand And No One Is There To Help Me.

It Was Me Who Was Left To Myself And In Time I Learned To Do What I Do It Was What Helped Me Through But It Keeps Me Awake At Night.

Fear Is Dominating Your Life

Fear Is Dominating Your Life It Is Fear You Feel When You Want To Stand Up But Are To Afraid To It Is All You Know How To Do.

The Fear Of Being Yourself Is What Cause You To Always Wonder Whether There Is A Possibility That They Won’t Always Use Their Words.

This Is What Hurts The Most Their Words Cause You To Be Lost. Like An Orphan You Feel Abandoned Always Wondering What Being Loved Is All About.

Killing Yourself By Any Possible Method Is The Only Objective You Have In Mind And This Is Making You Blind To The Truth That You Are Loved.

You Are Who You Are Because It Was God’s Plan To Make You Just Like You Are And That Makes You A Very Special Individual.

Dying Is All You Want

Dying Is All You Want It Is Circumstances You Can’t Stand, For You There’s No Light That’s Why You Decide On Suicide.

Your Thoughts Keep On Telling You That It Will Be A Way Out. Like A Salesperson They Remind You Of The Advantages You Will Get When You Do …

Buy What They Offer But In Actual Fact They Let You Be Stuck In Thoughts That Will Eventually Become Your Only Friends.

Friends Are Good When They Help But Your Thoughts Keeps You Down. Your Circumstances Can Change If You Are Prepared To Fight Them.

Use What’s Keeping You Down As Motivation To Rise Up And You Will One Day See That The Thoughts Of Suicide Was What Was Keeping You From Truly Living Life.

I’ll Never Know

I’ll Never Know What Is It That Is Hurting You So That Is The Cause Of You Being So Low And Suicide Has Become A Friend.

Life Was Meant To Be More Than Just To Die And That Is Why I Write My Words To You.

The Pain Caused Your Head To Think Like This And It Caused A Depression To Come Into Existence. Why Would You Want The Pain To Stay? Just Call Out To God And Allow Him His Way.

Then You Can Just Like Me Know What It Means To Be Free From The Pain That Filled Your Life When You Realize That He Is Not Who You Thought He Was.

At First It Is Difficult For You Don’t Know What’s Going On But If You Hold On You In Time Will Understand Why He Did What He Did.

How Do I Speak The Truth To You?

How Do I Speak The Truth To You? You Don’t Know If It Is True Or Not For You Are So Accustomed To Lies That It Makes You Scared To Hear A Stranger Talking.

What I Need To Share Is Because I Have Been Walking Through This Myself And I Found This Truth By Believing God.

The Lies That You’ve Been Told Are The Only Way You Know The World. It Is What You’ve Been Taught By Those Who’s Examples You Followed.

People Told You That What You Feel Is Nothing … It Is Something That Doesn’t Matter For There Are More Important Things To Focus On.

When You Give God A Chance You Will In Time Find Why Everything Happened As It Did And You Will Realize That It Was Exactly Your Circumstances That Made You Stronger.

Dit is uit jou hopelose situasie

Dit is uit jou hopelose situasie
waaruit God jou roep
en jou verseker
jy is nooit alleen.

Maak nie saak wat gebeur
God sal jou nooit verlaat
en jou nooit aan jou eie genade oorlaat
omdat Hy n plan met jou lewe het.

Hy weet wat Hy wil maak
met alles wat jou lewe raak
en hoe Hy dit kan gebruik
om Sy planne met jou lewe bereik.

Al wat ons moet doen
is om alles in God se hande te los
en in geloof te wag
op God se perfekte tydsberekening.

(C) Ellie Bezuidenhout

Wanneer ons stil word voor God

Wanneer ons stil word voor God
en Hom vertrou vir wat Hy beloof
het Hy sal doen
antwoord Hy op n manier wat ons nooit verwag.

Ons weet alles verander
en ons kan anders kyk
na dit wat ons deurmaak
omdat ons gevul is met Sy krag.

Ons is toegerus vir wat ook al op ons wag,
want ons weet Hy is met ons
al moet ons deur hoe swaar gaan
en ons sal sterker staan as ooit tevore.

In stil wees en vertrou
sal geloof ons staande hou
omdat ons weet wanneer ons glo
sal alles vir ons uitwerk.

God se liefde

God se liefde
Gee ons die vertroue
Om op te staan en om elke dag
Meer as oorwinnaars te leef.

Dit is omdat Hy ons dra
Deur elke swaar
En ons Hom beter leer ken
Om te sien hoe Hy vir ons omgee.

Dit is hoe Hy deur ons pyn
Ons toerus met Sy krag
En ons sterk maak
Om elke dag ten volle te leef.

Dit is hoe Hy ons lewens
In Sy groter plan gebruik
Wat ons verseker dat Hy ons liefhet
Meer as wat ons ooit kan dink of verstaan

(C) Ellie Bezuidenhout

God openbaar Homself

God openbaar Homself in ons lewens
In tye en maniere wat ons laat besef dat Hy alleen die bron
van alle waarheid en kennis is.

Hy verander winter in somer
Hartseer en pyn gee vir Hom kans
Om ons van binne aan te raak
En ons met Sy liefde heel te maak.

Ons omstandighede
Maak dat Hy ons kan aanraak
En ons seer en pyn kan vat
Om n getuienis van Sy getrouheid te wees.

Deur Sy werk in ons lewens
Leer ons Hom ken as die Geneser, voorsiener en versorger
Van alles wat ons daagliks nodig het.

(C) Ellie Bezuidenhout