You Have Cried Yourself To Sleep It Is The Hurt That Continually Creep Like A Criminal Into Your Heart And You Can’t Even Remember When It First Had It’s Start.

All You Know Is That It Is What Hurts The Most For The Pain Is The Only Reality There Is That You Must Face Daily.

The Pain Of Wanting Their Acceptance But Instead Only Receiving Their Words And Cruel Glance Waiting For Only A Chance That They Would Not Use Their Words When They Speak.

It Is Acceptance That You Seek And If You Are Waiting For Them You Will Never Get It But Let Me Tell You That You Are Accepted.

The One Who Made You Accepted And Loves You For Who You Are. To Them You Might Be A Mistake But To God You Are His Own Special Piece Of Art.

You Feel Like Giving Up Your Tears Are Flowing Like A Tap And Somehow It Never Will Stop For Their Words Continue.

They Are The One’s Who Have Hurt You With The Years It Was Them Who Caused Your Fears To Be The Only Realities You Know.

This Is The Situation You Are Facing An Individual Without Purpose Who’s Birth Is No Mistake And With This You Have To Start Your Own Life.

You Are Filled With All The Hurt Of An Individual Who Is Longing For Just A Little Bit Acceptance, Only Wanting A Chance.

Wanting To Know What Being Understood Means Running Into Someone’s Arms Feeling The Warmth Of Their Love That In Time Will Take All The Pain Away.

You Are Someone Looking For Direction Someone Just Like Me For I Too Was Where You Are And It Is The Worst Place To Be.

It Is Your Soul That Is Longing For The Freedom From The Bondage It Is In And Only God Can Give That To You.

Your Soul Needs To Be Freed But You First Have To See The Need For God In Your Life And Then Allow Him To Free You.

That Freedom Is Only A Prayer Away And Only When You Invite God To Stay Will Your Soul Find The Peace That You Currently Can’t Find.

I Know What Direction I Went With Sin And I Know What Direction I Am Currently Going In Now That I Found God And He Has Set My Soul Free.

his heart held a modicum of attraction
which quickly intensified that he hastily disregarded the opprobrium
that would inevitably follow all unbefitting association with a betrothed woman

and ripe as the fruit of his passion was
there was clearly no petering out, no separating the pips from the pulp
he had to have her or no one

so wholly… was his want

© Heath Muchena

You promised me a fairytale
You promised me a happy ending
You promised a better life
I trusted you, you were my safe haven
I tried to satisfy you, please you but It seems it wasn’t enough
Wasn’t i good enough?
Wasn’t the love i gave you good enough?
I gave up everything i had just to be with you, turned my back from my family and friends
I gave you the best of me
I gave you my heart and soul
I gave you love
I gave you happiness
I gave you my virginity
But Why the other girl?

All i see around me are sad faces, eyes full of tears.

An ender to happiness

The moment i said those words it happened that so many words come up to my mind, words like sorrow, depression and heartache
It is mistrious, it happens so fast, sudden, unexpectly
It happens in a blink of an eye

It is like your shadow it follows you everywhere you go, you will never know when it will catch up with you
We live each day wonder of whether we will be able to see the coming day
Some say it is the begining of lonliness, an ender to happiness
Others say it is a curse,bad luck, a calling from heaven but it is death itself, it haunts everyone you will never when it will come to your doorstep

A brand new soul means new beginings
New life on earth
Filled with pureness,it brings holiness
Filled with hapiness it overwhelms our hearts,puts smiles on faces and makes us see life in a different perspective
It looks so beautiful, so innocent
Like a rose just after it blossomes
Like the sunset
By just looking at it, it brings tears of joy

It unites families
Creates peace between people
It lightens up each day
It is so tiny and fragile that it needs to be groomed,nurtured and well taken care of
It is valuable and precious
The best thing that can happen in a women’s life

I thought I was over you
I thought I have let you go
I thought I have bended the ties that were linking me to you
But Why does it hurt so Bad everytime i see you with another girl, everytime i think of you i will just break down in tears

I can still feel your hands as you touch me, your breath as you breathe against my face
I can still feel your lips against mine
I can still hear your voice say ”l love you ”, those butterflies when you looked into my eyes

Why does it hurt so Bad
I thought letting go, walking away, bending the ties or getting you out of my mind would be easy but it’s so difficult it’s like you trapped inside of me