Girl it’s the smallest of things that bring me back to yesterday;
It’s not the big memories that make my heart break;
But those things I seemed to forget while you were mine;
They return like a flood within the confides of my lonely mind;
We met girl when we were both looking through childish eyes;
You needed to grow and so did I;
I wish we met today, perhaps we would have made it this time;
I’m a bit wiser, I’m a graduate of this place we call life;
Now perhaps we would fail but I’d sure like to try;
But I know you’ve moved on made a family with a new guy;
It’s hard to admit that you’re still one of the reasons I cry;
Your memory keeps me a hostage in bind;
In clubs spending banks full of cash till late at night;
Brushing five star stunners aside;
I’m sick of pointless one night stands;
When your the owner of this man’s foolish heart, hard to understand;
Even though I don’t understand the reasons why sometimes and it often makes me mad;
When your memory crashes into the sides of my heart like the sea into castles of sand;
I’ve tried to recover from our fall, I’m finally able to stand;
But I’m just a shadow of a man;
Hard to stand and watch another man love what was made just for me;
I put in all the work and he’s got all the benefits of our love story;
Seems so unfair but so goes life I guess so or that’s what I’ve come to see;
I wish for our younger days so what if the world said we ain’t meant to be;
Girl whenever your birthday comes around, I still wish upon a star;
Hoping my wish reaches you wherever you now are;
7.11.84 you stopped loving me a week after you left;
I kept loving you and it still hasn’t come to an end;
I just wish I had one last chance, one more moment in time my friend;
I wish you gave me a reason why we came to a sudden end;
Perhaps I could have changed whatever it was so we could be in love again;
Even though you’re long over me girl, I’m still missing my lover and once best friend.
