Archives for April 9, 2015

It hurts too much to say;

People can’t understand how I can feel this way;

I could do 1000 times better than her any day;

So why would I still be crying over a girl I could out do who did me dirty for no reason at all in the first place;

See love is something God made, it’s something I can’t explain;

The reason He made it a sin to fornicate;

It was not to condemn us but to protect us from hurt, I just wish I could help people see before they make that mistake;

That first time, that first person was made sacred for a reason, trust me that first time never fades;

Even if you weren’t their first time, even if you are long forgotten and you’ve been replaced;

They will forever occupy your heart’s biggest space;

God intended it to last forever, regardless if you disobeyed the rules of the game;

The consequences of your choices will remain;

It’s not about being cool or showing off to your friends;

One day you’re find yourself alone, friends nowhere to be found, as you find it impossible too forget;

As you watch your first time get with the next;

As if you never even met, keep in mind your first time may have been their…., well they lost count, while you sit and regret;

I ain’t trying to condemn;

I’m just trying to help you think before you make a decision that could be your soul’s very last breath;

You see, you might be living in body, but when your soul is stolen, it’s hard to smile again;

Your reason for living is now loving another and you can’t seem to understand why they walked away;

I am living proof of these mistakes;

So to those who haven’t done it either by luck or by the prayers of your elders heard by Heaven and answered with Grace;

Meditate on these words, let it sink in and grow roots;

Cause now that you have read this, you could never tell God one day “Lord, I never Knew…”

I wish God allowed you to read my heart the night before you said goodbye;

I know if He did you would have thought twice;

I don’t think you had a clue about how deep my love ran;

I didn’t show you just how much I did, I was a damaged man;

I would have died for you girl if you asked;

This is no excuse for acting bad;

This is just the thoughts of a reflective man;

The mistakes I made I now understand;

I know it’s too late to turn back the clock, I’d do it in a second, but I can’t;

Loosing you was the fall from which I couldn’t stand;

It’s the straw that broke the camels back;

Things I wish I did or said when I had the chance;

Haunt me like my shadow, no matter where I go, I can’t escape the cold facts;

I just wish God allowed you to read my heart the night before you turned my future into my past;

All this money, status and fame, I’d trade it all just to have you back;

See I could get them all again, but I can’t get back the most beautiful girl I ever had