Today I ask the question, why me?
An answer I need, I beg of you, I plea
I seriously cannot handle it all
Because I know I’m bond to fall
Don’t you know that this can bruise?
Like seriously, would you think this is a path I would choose?
I cannot run away
Because in this game I was stationary and now it’s my turn to play
But I’m not strong enough
Why not choose someone that s tough?
It’s not that I under estimate me
But through my eyes this is all that I can see
Someone small, scared and alone
Why can’t I be tough, big with a heart that turned to stone?
I don’t know the purpose of it all
What will I learn when I eventually fall?
Is this my purpose is this my call?
All odds are against me
Everyone can clearly see
Please tell me what I should do
Send a directive with guidelines too
Because I was never here in my life before
Always behind a safe and locked door
The door swung open and I’m supposed to act
Confidence now is what I lack
Because I really don’t know the way forward from here
Yes I confess…it’s called FEAR!!!
Nice!!!
Thank You very much!