I was asked today If my feelings for you have changed;

I replied that true love never fades;

So my love for you will always remain;

I admit the person who asked me I didn’t expect it in any way;

But I had to be honest cause that’s how I feel even If you don’t feel the same;

She asked If I know you’ve had a child that’s estranged;

I replied “yes” but that my feelings still stayed the same;

Regardless, you were my first love and that love will never go away;

At times I wish you still felt the same;

So we could start again;

Now that we are both wiser in life;

I’d love you better this time and make you my wife;

I once made you my fiancée but it fell through;

This time I’d do it right, never let you down or even out of my sight;

I’d make sure to fulfil your every need;

Some say I’m crazy;

But they’ve never loved you so how could they dictate to me;

I love you girl, even though you’ve hurt me deeply;

True love never keeps records of wrongs, it’s written in the bible, so that’s what I believe;

I wish you asked me these questions and not your niece;

If you did I wouldn’t think twice about rushing to your side;

And making you the only women in my life

Dear me, before you fall again, remember how she once did you in;

Dear me, do you remember when you begged her to stay but she chose to leave?;

Dear me, don’t forget she watched you cry and didn’t offer any sympathy;

Dear me, before you go back to her, remember she wasn’t there when you were forced to endure all the hurt;

Dear me, she never cared when your heart she burnt;

Dear me, remember it wasn’t your fault;

Stop blaming yourself for the past;

Dear me, I know you still love her the same;

Dear me, you tried for years to get her back after she walked away;

Dear me, she saw you broken and still laughed in your face;

So Dear me, before you miss her again, just remember all that dear me had to say

I miss you, I just never let you know;

I guess I understand it was your choice to let go;

I wish that choice was mine;

Cause if it was you’d still be the only girl in my life;

I respect your decision, forcing love would be a crime;

And forcing things girl just ain’t my style;

So I’ll wipe away these regretful tears I cry alone at night;

I only pray one day you have a change of mind;

And return to me angel of mine;

Because now I see where once I was blind;

I’ve replayed all my mistakes in my mind;

And I wish I could undo those words so unkind;

I miss days spent with you and those endless romantic nights;

I wish you knew how I still feel;

But I’ll never tell you, I’m scared you’d reject me;

I’ve been let down too much, it’s something my heart could never seem to heal;

I still bear the scars of when you chose to leave;

It still replays in my mind whenever I sleep;

And how in my dreams;

I still beg you not to leave;

But when I wake with my face drenched with tears;

And my heart is on my sleeve;

I wish at times I never wake up alone but instead I wish you were still next to me;

But it never happens so I beg God to end my sleep;

So I could enjoy a little bit of peace;

I miss you girl, I wonder if you still miss me?

Last night girl I dreamt of you again;

I finally realise why we could never just be friends;

Cause even though you’ve walked away, in my heart we never came to an end;

I thought I was over you ever since you left;

But all I did was hide the truth deep inside;

Guess I couldn’t face the fact of you not being by my side;

So to my heart I lied;

It’s the only way I managed to survive;

I’ve realised I only managed to get you out of my mind;

But in my heart you still remain even after all this time;

People wonder who you are but that secret is mine;

I could lie and say that I’m just fine;

But God knows I still wish you were here with me every night;

I’d trade it all just to rewind time;

And replay the moments you were mine;

Or go back with this renewed mind;

I wish I wasn’t so blind;

So I could have seen you were truly a once in a lifetime;

Since you and I girl love has been so unkind;

Maybe it’s what I deserve for making those precious eyes cry;

You were all I needed, my everything;

You were an angel from up above but I selfishly snipped your wings;

You are my only regret, guess that will always be a part of me