Rumours have it that you’re the reason I found fame;
And that every word I wrote was based on you, I just can’t believe you’re so vain;
So I’ve decided to set the record straight;
Even though you thought I loved you, truth is the girl before you occupied that space;
I used you to get over her, I’m sorry to say;
You were just another pawn in love’s ruthless game;
I never wanted to tell you the truth or let it come out this way;
But you challenged my talent as if you’re the reason I’m made;
When the truth is I just used you as a Band-Aid;
To get over what used to be, I used you as a sex slave;
Like a drug, I used you as an escape;
I may have cried when you left me;
But those were tears of joy and not of pain;
I may have used you as an example but that’s exactly how I used you every other day;
So really looking back girl what’s changed?
I ain’t bitter, I’m just upset at all of this;
People around my way saying you’re the reason for my gift;
So I decided to retaliate and tell you the shit you never knew;
Girl don’t you think if I really wanted you for life, that I’d still be with you;
I’m sure the questions have surfaced, if that was the case, why’d I run you through?
Maybe it’s because I never gave a fuck about you?
You were damaged and easy to fuck, Kirsten my bad,I thought you knew;
But since you claimed my whole book was based on you;
I thought I’d finally tell you the truth;
You weren’t the love of my life, you were just another fucking substitute