Archives for February 2014

You are my only regret;

Sometimes I wish that you and I never met;

Even though I was too blame;

Girl ever since I’ve loved you I just haven’t been the same;

I keep wishing to go back to the day we had our first fight;

So I could stop myself before I ever made you cry;

Cause I need you here tonight;

I miss you more than I ever thought that I would;

In time I thought I’d forget about you;

It’s been years but missing you is all I seem to do;

Love since us has come in and out of my life;

But it’s never felt as right as when love was you and I;

I know you don’t care anymore or even feel the same;

Cause so many times I’ve said sorry but all you do is push me away;

I admit I am the one to blame;

But what more do you want me to say?

I’ve admitted to every one of my mistakes;

I can’t take back all the tears I once made you cry;

Or even those lonely nights alone when you longed to be by my side;

Sorry is all I can say;

I’ve tried it all to get you back but all you do is tell me that it’s far too late;

And that you could never trust me again;

Don’t leave me alone like this;

Cause you’re still the only girl that I miss

On this side of Heaven I never thought would come a day;

That an angel would ever come my way;

The Lord heard me as I prayed;

And He allowed an angel called you to escape;

Perfection such as yours I know must be heaven made;

Cause eyes like yours steals sunset’s beauty away;

I never thought you’d ever feel the same;

But you did and here we are in love today;

Please understand if I take it slow;

It’s so I don’t scare you away and you choose to ever let me go;

It’s not that I don’t love you, I just find it hard to show;

Love before you came damaged my soul;

But I’m sure I want to love you the rest of my life;

And If I had my way you’d already be my wife;

If you find this hard to believe sometimes;

Know that my kisses never lie…

Rumours have it that you’re the reason I found fame;

And that every word I wrote was based on you, I just can’t believe you’re so vain;

So I’ve decided to set the record straight;

Even though you thought I loved you, truth is the girl before you occupied that space;

I used you to get over her, I’m sorry to say;

You were just another pawn in love’s ruthless game;

I never wanted to tell you the truth or let it come out this way;

But you challenged my talent as if you’re the reason I’m made;

When the truth is I just used you as a Band-Aid;

To get over what used to be, I used you as a sex slave;

Like a drug, I used you as an escape;

I may have cried when you left me;

But those were tears of joy and not of pain;

I may have used you as an example but that’s exactly how I used you every other day;

So really looking back girl what’s changed?

I ain’t bitter, I’m just upset at all of this;

People around my way saying you’re the reason for my gift;

So I decided to retaliate and tell you the shit you never knew;

Girl don’t you think if I really wanted you for life, that I’d still be with you;

I’m sure the questions have surfaced, if that was the case, why’d I run you through?

Maybe it’s because I never gave a fuck about you?

You were damaged and easy to fuck, Kirsten my bad,I thought you knew;

But since you claimed my whole book was based on you;

I thought I’d finally tell you the truth;

You weren’t the love of my life, you were just another fucking substitute