Lord when I die and leave this world behind;
I have one request, could You take me back in time;
I want to see if I never hurt her would she still be mine?;
Or would we have drifted apart anyway regadless if I wasn’t blind;
I feel guilty, I was the cause of her pain;
I’m the reason she was forced to walk away;
Love was never as good since that day;
I want to see if I did it different would our story still end the same;
I know because of her I changed;
She thought you never heard her when she prayed;
But you did answer even if in our time it came a bit late;
She ain’t here anymore to enjoy the answer anyway;
Since her I’ve just never found love the same;
Like an addicts first high;
It’s never as good as the first hit, no matter how hard they try;
Why did You send her while I was still blind;
The combination of her is near impossible to find;
All I ever wanted, Lord infact you blew my mind;
Impossible to replace, I should know cause I’ve tried;
Thought I found it a few times but it was just a lie;
Could you send her back this way please;
Oh wait, she’s already married;
That man was supposed to be me;
I’m over us, I just miss how love once used to feel;
God knows I’ve treated every girl since like Heaven’s only wings;
Still it fails and they up and leave;
If she ain’t the one, then who else could it be;
If I do it all right, then what am I missing;
I long for love and a family;
I’m getting older with time, Lord do You hear me?;
I know you have perfect timing;
But I’m sick of bieng lonely…..
