Dear me, before you fall again, remember how she once did you in;

Dear me, do you remember when you begged her to stay but she chose to leave?;

Dear me, don’t forget she watched you cry and didn’t offer any sympathy;

Dear me, before you go back to her, remember she wasn’t there when you were forced to endure all the hurt;

 

Dear me, she never cared when your heart she burnt;

Dear me, remember it wasn’t your fault;

Stop blaming yourself for the past;

Dear me, I know you still love her the same;

 

Dear me, you tried for years to get her back after she walked away;

Dear me, she saw you broken and still laughed in your face;

So Dear me, before you miss her again, just remember all that dear me had to say

 

I miss you, I just never let you know;

I guess I understand it was your choice to let go;

I wish that choice was mine;

Cause if it was you’d still be the only girl in my life;

 

I respect your decision, forcing love would be a crime;

And forcing things girl just ain’t my style;

So I’ll wipe away these regretful tears I cry alone at night;

 

I only pray one day you have a change of mind;

And return to me angel of mine;

Because now I see where once I was blind;

I’ve replayed all my mistakes in my mind;

 

And I wish I could undo those words so unkind;

I miss days spent with you and those endless romantic nights;

I wish you knew how I still feel;

But I’ll never tell you, I’m scared you’d reject me;

 

I’ve been let down too much, it’s something my heart could never seem to heal;

I still bear the scars of when you chose to leave;

It still replays in my mind whenever I sleep;

And how in my dreams;

 

I still beg you not to leave;

But when I wake with my face drenched with tears;

And my heart is on my sleeve;

I wish at times I never wake up alone but instead I wish you were still next to me;

 

But it never happens so I beg God to end my sleep;

So I could enjoy a little bit of peace;

I miss you girl, I wonder if you still miss me?

 

Last night girl I dreamt of you again;

I finally realise why we could never just be friends;

Cause even though you’ve walked away, in my heart we never came to an end;

I thought I was over you ever since you left;

 

But all I did was hide the truth deep inside;

Guess I couldn’t face the fact of you not being by my side;

So to my heart I lied;

It’s the only way I managed to survive;

 

I’ve realised I only managed to get you out of my mind;

But in my heart you still remain even after all this time;

People wonder who you are but that secret is mine;

I could lie and say that I’m just fine;

 

But God knows I still wish you were here with me every night;

I’d trade it all just to rewind time;

And replay the moments you were mine;

Or go back with this renewed mind;

 

I wish I wasn’t so blind;

So I could have seen you were truly a once in a lifetime;

Since you and I girl love has been so unkind;

Maybe it’s what I deserve for making those precious eyes cry;

 

You were all I needed, my everything;

You were an angel from up above but I selfishly snipped your wings;

You are my only regret, guess that will always be a part of me

 

Never thought I’d meet a Morning star in my life;

Or understand a father’s daughter bieng the apple of his eye;

Today I met an Angel that escaped from Heaven’s sky;

I wonder if God sent you cause He heard my heart’s cry;

 

 

See I’ve done love all wrong and all right;

But it always failed no matter how hard I seemed to try;

So I gave up on finding the love of my life;

But it’s always been weighing heavy on my mind;

 

 

See I’ve lived my life as an outlaw and thug;

Never caring about finding true love;

But as time passed by I’ve grown up;

And my soul is in need of some comfort;

 

 

But I’ve been damged so that I find it hard to trust;

And so I’ve rolled solo never looking to make me an “us”;

But today after meeting you I’ve found that no matter what and after it all;

That girl, sometimes even Thugs fall

 

How do you say sorry when your heart knows you’re the one to blame?
How do you reverse the tears that you forced upon her beautiful face?
How do you erase the hurtful memories you engraved upon her mind;
How can you undo the hurt if you can’t rewind the hands of time?

I’ve tried to pray, but they just come back marked “return to sender” bouncing off Heaven’s gates;
I’ve tried to play it off in hopes she’d forget but she reminds me like every day;
I try to walk away but I just can’t find an escape;
I’m followed by the remnants of yesterday;

So I turn to those worldly things I know;
Hennessy and blessed lines just to calm my soul;
You think you have an idea nigga, but you don’t know;
Life’s road feels the same every day no matter how far you go;

Try and hit U-turns in life just to escape, but it shows me a new road every time like an updated GPS;
It’s like a journey you endure but in the end you fail the quest;
Life’s like a puzzle with a missing piece, a f*cking mess;
Or like the freedom of free falling but dying in the decent;

How do I forget the pain of constant regret?;
How do I avoid the mistakes I still haven’t met?
These are the questions I ask, but no one has been able to answer me yet…

There’s something on my mind I’d like you to know;

True love never dies even if you chose to go;

It’s been years but within my heart it just seemed to grow;

I know I messed up girl, but I was too young to know;

 

I never knew about love, I was so used to bitches and one night stands;

When I found you I was still a player and not yet a man;

But things have changed and now I finally understand;

Could you consider giving us another chance?;

 

If it’s too late girl don’t be afraid to break my heart;

My hearts used to being torn apart;

Just be honest and that would be more than enough;

If you don’t feel the same as me and you’ve lost the love;

 

I know I let you down more times than I could count;

And I broke your heart and instilled never ending doubt;

I know I betrayed so many times your trust;

But I’ve grown and I know I can make a better us;

 

I’m sorry for all the nights I left you drowning in tears;

And I’m sorry for all the times you said you loved me that I didn’t want to hear;

I’m sorry for putting my friends before you and I;

And I’m sorry for leaving you alone all those nights;

 

I miss that old school kind of love that’s almost impossible to find;

When a girl loved me unconditionally all the time;

When I didn’t need money or fancy cars;

She just wanted me no matter who I was;

 

All I’ve found now days are games people call love;

I didn’t know the rules so I was taken advantage of;

I’ve been broken, bruised and used ever since us;

I’ve been given back all those tears I made you cry;

And I’ve been fed those same lies I fed you once upon a time;

 

Now I’ve had a lot of girls in my lifetime;

So I know it’s not that I’m just stuck on you and I;

It must be true love, cause since us another girl like you I have yet to find;

The love you gave me was like a legacy, one of a kind;

 

The last girl I had was karma paying me back;

For all the times I hurt you and treated you bad;

She did to me like I did to you, I never knew how I hurt you till I felt that same pain;

Now that I know I wish I never did you that way;

 

But when a man’s blind and it’s too late;

What does he do when he finds out but doesn’t have the power to go back in time to enforce change?

Time moves forward, yet every day I wish it was like PVR and I could go back to that first day;

With what I know now because if I could I’d have never let you slip away;

 

I’d appreciate every second with you as if it were the last;

If I could you still be here and not someone I miss from my past

 

You were that gold I missed in that slipstream;

You are that breeze I felt but missed the wind;

You are that incomplete puzzle because of 1 missing piece;

You are that storm that’s missing a strong wind;

 

My life without you is like a face without a name;

Like a performance with a stage;

Like a path that’s lost it’s way;

Like a book with a missing page;

 

Life without you is like a Durban july without the race;

Like a debate team with nothing to say;

Like a dock without a bay;

Like a morning without a day;

 

Life without you is like a coin with one side;

Like a song without a line;

Like a superstar without a mic;

Life without you is like sun without the shine;

 

Like clouds without rain;

Like a past without yesterday;

Like regret without the pain;

Like hell without the flame;

 

Life without you my girl is like going to jail without doing the crime;

Like a romantic dinner without wine;

Like angels without wings;

Like gambling and never winning a thing;

 

Like overcoming a level but never being able to win;

Like entering Heaven filled with sin;

 

Got you on my mind;
Thought that it would fade but it’s like all the time;
Do I ever cross your mind?;
Like you do mine?;

I miss you more than just a little bit;
Just like a drug, I’m happy when I take it;
But when the high fades I beg to quit;
Yet 2 days later I’m back on that same shit;

I wish at times that we never met;
But like 2 sides of the same coin, without you I could never achieve my intended purpose;
Because of you I became the best;
I’m in a catch 22;

My heart and mind are in a constant war because of you;
Like a never ending conflict between the Muslims and Jews;
See no matter how I try girl, I just can’t seem to forget you….

If I could go back in time, I wouldn’t think twice;

To go back to before the first tear I ever made you cry;

Or to before our very first fight;

Back to before I ever left you alone for even one night;

 

Back to before I treated you cold and unkind;

And back to before I was unfaithful when you weren’t by my side;

Back to before I told you that very first lie;

If I could go back in time girl, I wouldn’t think twice;

 

So I could make things right;

And bring back the love of my life

 

Who knew that time without you would make me realise;

How much I loved you and how my eyes were so blind;

Who knew that I’d cherish even the worst of our memories?

How I miss you so my baby girl I wish you knew;

 

Who knew your face would be the first one I’d seek in any crowd;

Who knew our song would still have the sweetest of sound;

Who knew that after you I’d still be alone?

Who knew that the next miss call I see, I’d beg God it was you who called;

 

Who knew I’d miss all those sms’s you sent that I always ignored;

Who knew I’d want to read them all now just once more;

Who knew all those times I spent without you and spent it with friends instead;

Would haunt me now at night every time I go to bed;

 

Who knew today I’d miss all those times you begged to see me;

When I told you to stop acting immature and silly;

Who knew I’d wish to could get just one more call;

Who knew you I’d never rise from our fall;

 

Who knew you’d be my one and only regret;

Who knew you’d be the only girl I’d never be able to forget;

Who knew I’d realise in time that you were truly heaven sent;

Who knew I’d be wishing to go back to that first day we met;

 

Who knew you’d marry another man;

Who knew, I thought you were my wife to be, guess I missed out on God’s master plan;

Who knew I sit alone and I replay;

All the nights alone and the good love we made;

 

Who knew you’d be my perfect match;

Who knew I’d miss out on my biggest catch;

Who knew I’d take for granted the one that was made just for me;

Who knew in the end I’d be the one who was immature and silly;

Who knew since I lost you I’d never be the same;

 

Who knew I had gold in my had but couldn’t see;

Who knew, that one day the only one who wouldn’t know would be me