Because wind timorous of silence, and
Light snivels for the dark,
We bear time impedes.
Half peeked colors painting the blue,
Or half full moon missing mere hue.
When detest and care entwine to haze, or
Sky arrests the soul and beauty dies in flash.
When shadows hide in the dark and tears dry in eye,
Blue in eye I will see. But before you,
fair summer timid to show her brow,
And meager bloom veils in tired earth. Or
Perhaps all is but a dream in a dream within a dream.
Death within a dream
Heaven’s Sunshine
Girl beauty like yours I’ve never seen;
Had a few I called cute but you’re a rare breed;
Without trying or effort you captured my heart instantly;
Just bieng yourself impressed me;
Eyes that penetrate a soul;
A face so pure, surely made from Heavens gold;
Thought girls like you were only found in the fairytales I’ve been told;
When Heaven made you they broke the mould;
All my life where have you been?;
It don’t matter if you’re not into me;
Just the sight of you was like my heart winning the lottery;
So I don’t mind that you’re out of my league;
Angels weren’t meant to love human biengs;
You’re proof that Heaven is not just a bible story;
You reassured my belief;
Maybe Heaven is searching for one that’s missing;
If so, as if threatend by the mafia, I didn’t see a damn thing;
This world lacks perfection, so I want to keep you around for eternity;
So when you catch me staring, I’m trying to locate your angel wings;
So hopefully I’m forgiven?;
You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen;
The dictionary got it wrong, you’re the true definition of amazing;
So if I doubted Angels exsist, Heaven just sent me a sign;
Funny I’m happy that you may never be mine;
But if the earth ever goes dark at least I’ll know why;
Cause you just stole Heaven’s sunshine……
Never Wanted To Miss You
Snatched in your youth;
I never wanted to miss you;
Asking God why your movie credits rolled too soon;
Your life’s story has missing parts, so why did you fly past the moon;
Don’t understand life, why you?;
You were good not as bad as me;
So why did God allow you too leave?;
Didn’t He ask if you want to stay before entering eternity;
Did you say you wanna?;
I don’t believe it cause you would never hurt your Mamma;
I know God knows what He is doing;
But what about us left with this drama;
I ain’t mad;
Just finding it hard to understand;
Sad that your life was washed away like footprints in the sand;
I need you back;
Like a train that just missed the track;
I feel just like that;
Here today, but gone tomorrow;
I needed a warning before this instant sorrow;
My heart’s hollow;
Making your passing hard to swallow;
I’m miss you just so you always know;
Will find it harder than most to let you go;
Even though I’m all alone;
My heart will forever be your home….
Just Once More
Girl I need you close;
I miss you so;
Guess it’s true, you reap what you sow;
Or that’s how the saying goes;
Seeing your beauty everyday is what I miss most;
Should have done more to convince you not to go;
I even miss our fights, not just good times but even our lows;
My knees are glued to the floor;
Asking God for another once more;
Every time the bell rings I hope it’s you at the door;
But it’s just some girl I used to know;
Girl I’ve learnt my lesson I don’t want to live alone no more;
Every time the phone rings I hope it’s your call;
Never is so I guess you don’t miss us anymore;
My mind plays tricks on me I imagine that girl was you I saw;
God bless the day you were born;
You changed me from the mess I was before;
I loved you once;
Could I just love you once more?
Every Year Every Christmas
Months have passed;
So Christmas time is close;
The one time of the year I miss you the most;
A year ago this time I had your love so true;
But it won’t feel like Christmas without you;
Who will make me smile like I used too;
No one to spoil just because;
Winter will be twice as cold without us;
Been single since us two;
My choice, was done trying after you;
Alot have tried, but I just wave then smile;
Im over us, I just miss you from time to time;
I rose from my last fall;
Much better than I was before;
Your love matured me much more;
Even if you closed my hearts door;
Tears sometimes still fall;
But I’ve picked up my heart from off the cold floor;
So in essence I’m all good;
But my best friend, I still miss you….
The Reason Why
Been years since we talked girl you and I;
Since you left I’ve changed my life;
I’m not the same guy;
The only thing missing was my smile;
But since we started talking;
I can’t stop smiling;
We talk now as if we just met;
Even though years ago our love story came to a sudden end;
I at times reminisce about us back then;
Wishing to be more than just friends again;
I look at you now, how could I have been so blind;
This 5 star stunner once used to be mine;
Loved me 24/7 through the pain never left my side;
I’ve never stopped missing you I can’t even lie;
I try but you can read between the lines;
I know I’ve been replaced by another guy;
I know you miss me too even if you try to deny;
I know you too well, I can see through that disguise;
I know it’s hard to to trust me after all the times I made you cry;
But years without you, you’re the only one for me I’ve come to realise;
I’m just askin for you to try;
Then let your heart decide;
You bieng gone has up and flipped a 360 in my life;
Had alot after you, if you’re not the one then why do I still dream of you at night?;
Why have I forgot every other girl, but for you I still have this fire;
You’re still my heart’s only desire;
I’ve got it all, money, cars, girl’s at my every touch, this VIP lifestyle;
But when I’m alone in my room it’s only you on my mind;
I don’t need any of this, I’ll trade it all just to have you as my girl again;
If I loose all this I can work and get it back anytime;
But I lost you and nothing I have or do can bring you back again;
See how I’ve changed my state of mind;
You’re the most valuable thing in my life;
I saw it only after you left me that night;
You leaving wiped away my smile and since I just ain’t been right;
But since today, my reason to smile has come back, you’re that reason why…..
Unanswered Questions
Left me with unanswered questions;
A broken heart and lonely nights not too mention;
Things I never said;
Haunt me when I go to bed;
Middle of the night awake I sit;
When the full moon is lit;
Memories of you tearing me up bit by bit;
Found it easy to say goodbye, but hard to quit;
I see you around;
When I do my heart hits the ground;
I try to talk by my words echo without a sound;
Wish you stuck around;
Love is something that can’t be forced;
Especially if it ending was all my fault;
Days and nights feel the same, forever cold;
Young but I still feel old;
Soul is mine but it feels sold;
I push reset but it fails to submit;
Time was never meant to count back;
Without you my life always seems to lack;
Mindset on you so I’m forever off track;
I’ll trade all I own just to have you back;
Where are you now;
Wondering if I invade your dreams somehow;
Needing you close;
Your beautiful eyes are what I miss most;
When they shine, Heaven bows and takes a toast;
Sorry for the games I played;
I know it’s far too late;
Your feelings I ignored;
Selfish, so it’s my fault;
Remembering how sexy you was;
Little things you did for me just beacuse;
I wish I had one more last chance;
Cause I’ve done the time and paid the cost;
Without you my soul feels lost;
So on the real, here goes, I am like breath without the air, senseless;
I had a few after you, but you are the only girl I miss;
They all lack the spark of your endless kiss;
They are like falling stars without the wish;
So girl I need you by my side;
You are the cornerstone of my life;
Although now you are another’s wife;
I can’t quit you, for years I’ve tried;
My heart refuses to believe my mind;
It can’t be fooled by all my lies;
Please come reveive my heart before it dies;
Come stop these tears before I cry…
Heaven’s Only Wings
When you left you promised you wouldn’t be back again;
Yes that same day I lost you my friend;
The day my heart fell and soul went dead;
When Forever and a day came to a sudden end;
You left me in a broken home;
I had no choice but to stand alone;
Never chose this, you wanted to be gone;
Sitting by myself, scrolling through pictures of you on my phone;
I gave you everything;
You never lacked a thing;
But you left me with less than nothing;
Only had tear stains on my cheeks and endless pain;
Been almost a year since that day;
So what made you come back this way;Never expected you to push your pride aside after all the hurt;
Thought the bridges between our hearts you up and burned;
I’ll never be back were your famous last words;
So leave me alone;
Never want to see you again;
I don’t want to hear you just made a mistake;
It’s far too late babe;
I’m sorry you were to blind to see;
I treated you better than a King would his Queen;
You saw too late that I treated you like heaven’s only wings….
Who Knew
Girl it’s been years since you walked away;
Our song still reminds me of that day;
How much I’ve grown, how much I’ve changed;
Became who you wished I’d be even though it came too late;
Today I sit and reminisce;
About that once in a lifetime girl I missed;
So focused on the past, I mistreated God’s gift;
After you, I promised I’d never let another oppourtunity slip;
Treat every girl like heaven’s only wings like I promised;
Never hurt any girl since;
So even If you’re my only regret;
Because you loved me through the pain every girl after you enjoys the benifit;
I cry at times wishing I woke up just one day before you left;
Wishing I had this knowlege back then;
Never had a dad who cared, I know that’s no excuse;
But that’s one of the biggest reasons I ran you through;
I was a baby raised in broken home, where love was expressed through pain, the only kind of love I ever knew;
I didn’t know how to treat a woman, no one ever taught me how too;
I learnt as I went, I was ran though by the girl before you;
So I was still stuck in the hurt of yesterday, guess you never knew;
Who knew the one girl I ran through;
Would be an angel in disguse called you;
Sent by God to ease my past pain;
Who knew that kind of true love would be so hard to find again;
Never hurt another regardless how they do;
Before I react I’m reminded of the day I lost you;
So I stay silent, tears fall I kiss her and walk away, keeping the promise made because of you;
The other girls laugh, thinking I’m just a fool they can walk over and use;
But if they could only read my mind, if they only knew;
The cost of me treating them as good as I do;
The reason they get a man who women beg God to send, is all because of you;
Your broken heart was never wasted, your love made the impossible come true;
The world gave up on me said I’ll never change, but who knew;
God removed the impossible and the angel He chose was you;
I’m sorry for the tears and pain, if only I knew;
I’d have held you close and never let you get away;
Who knew you’d be so hard to be replaced;
Beauty and true love, girl they don’t make them like you;
That’s how I know You were sent from above, your love was the truth;
After us, i’ve had a few, treated them like I should have treated you;
Even though I did it all right, it still fell through;
Guess those girls never had real love the way I had with you;
Who knew, someday our roles would swap and now I’m crying the tears I forced on you;
Today I sit and wish for a girl like you, but God only made one so I’m forced to substitute;
An angel from above sent to show me how to love;
Who knew that angel would be you…
Crossed My Mind
Babygirl I thought of you today;
Wonder If I ever cross your mind in the same way;
Though it’s been some time since we went seperate ways;
I miss our past days;
You cross my mind from time to time;
It’s not that I want you back,I just wished we never crossed the line;
I miss my friend the most;
A confidant I could turn to in troubled times and not your ghost;
I haven’t told you this due to a prideful heart;
Kept it to myself because it don’t matter since we been apart;
Beauty like yours has been hard to find;
Guess it’s one of the reasons you often cross my mind;
Roses 24/7 your face is heavens reflection;
Your love was more than just affection;
Do you remember these lines;
The first one’s I wrote to you when you became mine;
You were gold in the slip stream I surely missed;
I always knew since that first kiss;
I some how know I’m not really missed;
But I look at the falling stars and you are still my only wish;
Looking around for any sign;
That the Lord might once again make you mine;
But it seems to be a trick my heart tries to play on my mind;
But my happiest times nowdays are those times you often cross my mind….


