why am i so angry , this cant be good for me & i
i might have a chip on my shoulder , but dont scream at me
you will die
i always start off with the best intensions , then the smallest thing
brings out the vengeance
i pray to god to keep me calm , it works for a while
till the beast inside me turns back the dial
i dont know what is turning my days into night
so ive decided to put it on black and white
maybe this way i can rid my demons , i hope there arent to many
i really just want real friends not for a nickle and a penny
does anyone know what is wrong with me or is this who i am
i dont want people thinking that i am just a sham
i know i have to work at it and thats a fact
i cant be going around being a hartless act
theres a sofness inside of me , i can see it now
i will win this fight i just dont know how
ill just keep praying to my god of choice
and keep on working on my tone of voice
a anger class or two might do the trick
who knows i might just meet a friend there
or throw someone with a brick