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Lord when I die and leave this world behind;

I have one request, could You take me back in time;

I want to see if I never hurt her would she still be mine?;

Or would we have drifted apart anyway regadless if I wasn’t blind;

 

I feel guilty, I was the cause of her pain;

I’m the reason she was forced to walk away;

Love was never as good since that day;

I want to see if I did it different would our story still end the same;

 

I know because of her I changed;

She thought you never heard her when she prayed;

But you did answer even if in our time it came a bit late;

She ain’t here anymore to enjoy the answer anyway;

 

Since her I’ve just never found love the same;

Like an addicts first high;

It’s never as good as the first hit, no matter how hard they try;

Why did You send her while I was still blind;

 

The combination of her is near impossible to find;

All I ever wanted, Lord infact you blew my mind;

Impossible to replace, I should know cause I’ve tried;

Thought I found it a few times but it was just a lie;

 

Could you send her back this way please;

Oh wait, she’s already married;

That man was supposed to be me;

I’m over us, I just miss how love once used to feel;

 

God knows I’ve treated every girl since like Heaven’s only wings;

Still it fails and they up and leave;

If she ain’t the one, then who else could it be;

If I do it all right, then what am I missing;

 

I long for love and a family;

I’m getting older with time, Lord do You hear me?;

I know you have perfect timing;

But I’m sick of bieng lonely…..

Girl beauty like yours I’ve never seen;

Had a few I called cute but you’re a rare breed;

Without trying or effort you captured my heart instantly;

Just bieng yourself impressed me;

 

Eyes that penetrate a soul;

A face so pure, surely made from Heavens gold;

Thought girls like you were only found in the fairytales I’ve been told;

When Heaven made you they broke the mould;

 

All my life where have you been?;

It don’t matter if you’re not into me;

Just the sight of you was like my heart winning the lottery;

So I don’t mind that you’re out of my league;

 

Angels weren’t meant to love human biengs;

You’re proof that Heaven is not just a bible story;

You reassured my belief;

Maybe Heaven is searching for one that’s missing;

 

If so, as if threatend by the mafia, I didn’t see a damn thing;

This world lacks perfection, so I want to keep you around for eternity;

So when you catch me staring, I’m trying to locate your angel wings;

So hopefully I’m forgiven?;

 

You’re the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen;

The dictionary got it wrong, you’re the true definition of amazing;

So if I doubted Angels exsist, Heaven just sent me a sign;

Funny I’m happy that you may never be mine;

 

But if the earth ever goes dark at least I’ll know why;

Cause you just stole Heaven’s sunshine……

Girl I need you close;
I miss you so;
Guess it’s true, you reap what you sow;
Or that’s how the saying goes;

Seeing your beauty everyday is what I miss most;
Should have done more to convince you not to go;
I even miss our fights, not just good times but even our lows;

My knees are glued to the floor;
Asking God for another once more;
Every time the bell rings I hope it’s you at the door;
But it’s just some girl I used to know;

Girl I’ve learnt my lesson I don’t want to live alone no more;
Every time the phone rings I hope it’s your call;
Never is so I guess you don’t miss us anymore;

My mind plays tricks on me I imagine that girl was you I saw;
God bless the day you were born;
You changed me from the mess I was before;

I loved you once;
Could I just love you once more?

Months have passed;

So Christmas time is close;

The one time of the year I miss you the most;

A year ago this time I had your love so true;

 

But it won’t feel like Christmas without you;

Who will make me smile like I used too;

No one to spoil just because;

Winter will be twice as cold without us;

 

Been single since us two;

My choice, was done trying after you;

Alot have tried, but I just wave then smile;

Im over us, I just miss you from time to time;

 

I rose from my last fall;

Much better than I was before;

Your love matured me much more;

Even if you closed my hearts door;

 

Tears sometimes still fall;

But I’ve picked up my heart from off the cold floor;

So in essence I’m all good;

But my best friend, I still miss you….

 

Been years since we talked girl you and I;

Since you left I’ve changed my life;

I’m not the same guy;

The only thing missing was my smile;

 

But since we started talking;

I can’t stop smiling;

We talk now as if we just met;

Even though years ago our love story came to a sudden end;

 

I at times reminisce about us back then;

Wishing to be more than just friends again;

I look at you now, how could I have been so blind;

This 5 star stunner once used to be mine;

 

Loved me 24/7 through the pain never left my side;

I’ve never stopped missing you I can’t even lie;

I try but you can read between the lines;

I know I’ve been replaced by another guy;

 

I know you miss me too even if you try to deny;

I know you too well, I can see through that disguise;

I know it’s hard to to trust me after all the times I made you cry;

But years without you, you’re the only one for me I’ve come to realise;

 

I’m just askin for you to try;

Then let your heart decide;

You bieng gone has up and flipped a 360 in my life;

Had alot after you, if you’re not the one then why do I still dream of you at night?;

 

Why have I forgot every other girl, but for you I still have this fire;

You’re still my heart’s only desire;

I’ve got it all, money, cars, girl’s at my every touch, this VIP lifestyle;

But when I’m alone in my room it’s only you on my mind;

 

I don’t need any of this, I’ll trade it all just to have you as my girl again;

If I loose all this I can work and get it back anytime;

But I lost you and nothing I have or do can bring you back again;

See how I’ve changed my state of mind;

 

You’re the most valuable thing in my life;

I saw it only after you left me that night;

You leaving wiped away my smile and since I just ain’t been right;

But since today, my reason to smile has come back, you’re that reason why…..

Left me with unanswered questions;

A broken heart and lonely nights not too mention;

Things I never said;

Haunt me when I go to bed;

 

Middle of the night awake I sit;

When the full moon is lit;

Memories of you tearing me up bit by bit;

Found it easy to say goodbye, but hard to quit;

 

I see you around;

When I do my heart hits the ground;

I try to talk by my words echo without a sound;

Wish you stuck around;

 

Love is something that can’t be forced;

Especially if it ending was all my fault;

Days and nights feel the same, forever cold;

Young but I still feel old;

 

Soul is mine but it feels sold;

I push reset but it fails to submit;

Time was never meant to count back;

Without you my life always seems to lack;

 

Mindset on you so I’m forever off track;

I’ll trade all I own just to have you back;

Where are you now;

Wondering if I invade your dreams somehow;

 

Needing you close;

Your beautiful eyes are what I miss most;

When they shine, Heaven bows and takes a toast;

Sorry for the games I played;

 

I know it’s far too late;

Your feelings I ignored;

Selfish, so it’s my fault;

Remembering how sexy you was;

 

Little things you did for me just beacuse;

I wish I had one more last chance;

Cause I’ve done the time and paid the cost;

Without you my soul feels lost;

 

So on the real, here goes, I am like breath without the air, senseless;

I had a few after you, but you are the only girl I miss;

They all lack the spark of your endless kiss;

They are like falling stars without the wish;

 

So girl I need you by my side;

You are the cornerstone of my life;

Although now you are another’s wife;

I can’t quit you, for years I’ve tried;

 

My heart refuses to believe my mind;

It can’t be fooled by all my lies;

Please come reveive my heart before it dies;

Come stop these tears before I cry…

When you left you promised you wouldn’t be back again;

Yes that same day I lost you my friend;

The day my heart fell and soul went dead;

When Forever and a day came to a sudden end;

 

You left me in a broken home;

I had no choice but to stand alone;

Never chose this, you wanted to be gone;

Sitting by myself, scrolling through pictures of you on my phone;

 

I gave you everything;

You never lacked a thing;

But you left me with less than nothing;

Only had tear stains on my cheeks and endless pain;

 

Been almost a year since that day;

So what made you come back this way;Never expected you to push your pride aside after all the hurt;

Thought the bridges between our hearts you up and burned;

 

I’ll never be back were your famous last words;

So leave me alone;

Never want to see you again;

I don’t want to hear you just made a mistake;

 

It’s far too late babe;

I’m sorry you were to blind to see;

I treated you better than a King would his Queen;

You saw too late that I treated you like heaven’s only wings….