Reflecting on mistakes I’ve made in my mind;
Looking out my window asking God if I could rewind time;
So I could relive my childhood days before they faded away;
And enjoy the time I took for granted in my younger days;
Before stress was a part of my every day;
And before death was a wish sent on a prayer addressed to Heavens gates;
If I knew life would be this hard;
I’d have thought twice before making mistakes;
I got all I want but nothing that I need;
I am a man who was destined to fail but managed to succeed;
I have experienced the luxuries most beg to have;
And lived the life most wish they had;
But money and fame don’t fulfil a heart’s empty space;
Love damaged me and now I’m a man full of doubt come what may;
Begging the Lord for change, on my knees at night as I pray;
Tears stains burnt into my face;
My mother looks at me in hopes that I’d change;
But it’s clear I’ll always be the same